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I live by the moon - if its half go slow, if its harvest dont go, if its full then go

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 15:28:26 GMT

Yes your right mac I do only update it every six monthes whether it needs it or not. I mean might as well not much else to do while i wait to go to CVS hell..i mean work. So I'm sitting here kicking back a few cokes. Watching the leaves fall outside this class prism. It is actually finally getting cold outside. i love winter! Even though its supposed to be alot colder outside. I suppose the weather is finally shifting. Just wish it would snow. If it doesn't snow by thanksgiving, you can bet we're going to have one snowy january. Crap...double Crap....my mum took the keys and my uniform is locked in the truck. Wow thats life isnt. Oh well.

So to update this thing. Shamus and I broke up. Shamus is now not a virgin anymore. I'm dating my love interest...Ethan (blush blush) who is ten times more attractive and intelligent than shamus ever was or will be. I work at CVS now down on Hanes mall Blvd. Was going well til this new girl named kathy showed up and decided she'd turn all my coworkers against me. Well that's fine because two can play at that game, and
I really don't mind confrontation.

Jared and I had our Annual Halloween Party and it went over well. Really well... Just wish Shamus hadnt been there because he was just a black spot on a white chasmere sweater (cool analogy huh?) he was the most miserable of sorts and he decided to make everyone else miserable.

My so called pilgramage to the UK has once again been cancelled. i fear I shall never go, but I still have a while. Due to lack of money and lack of time to get money I have no way of going on my Trip. So i'm kind of bummed out. Oh well there's always next year.

Still not sure what college i'm going to go to or even what i'm going to do with my life. Ethan wants to be a writer and he's already got this awsome idea for a book. I wanted to be an english professor, but I'd also like to do some sort of art history thing. I really am not sure. I just don't care at this point. i guess i'll figure it out sometime.

Currently enrolled in duel enrollment, doing homeschooling and college at the same time. That seems to be going over well. So far. Kind of miss my friends but I think Jared and Ethan and i have become alot closer because of it, and now we have more time to hang out. We're like the three amigos now...only if pepito was a girl...so it should be pepita. :) That and I'm dating one of the amigos.

I'm thinking about making the biggest purchase of my life. Trying to buy a nice jeep, or jeep cherokee. Not sure which. i might have to take out a small loan though, because i really need one right now. its nott a want its actually a need. my mum is doing late night classes and i need a way home so i guess its finally time to make a big purchase.

Well that's basically what's going on in my life. Not sure what else to say. I might write again tomorrow.

-rach-

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KERMIT

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 16:12:51 GMT

Omgosh last night was so much fun at work. I actually got to develop pictures! that totally rocked my FN socks. I developed over 500 pictures and it was fun. I got to cut film and watch them print. Shanna and I were having fun. She kept picking on me, because i ask alot of questions and i'm really eager to help people. infact i'm wayyyy to eager.

Oh yea I started printing this one guy's photos, and he had over 134 pictures and so i was watching them print out and I said "would you like your first stack so you can go ahead and preview them..." and he said "sure" so i went and on the top of the stack was a picture of a japanese shrine. and I said "oh how was your trip to japan." and he said 'that's not japan....that's san francisco China town.." omgosh..i'm really stupid lol. But he had beautiful pictures, and it makes me proud that i developed them. or shanna did most of it but i helped!

anyways we finally broke the machine for developing last night at about 9:30 so after that we were just playing around up front. I started singing the tune to that diet cherry dr. pepper commercial, and everyone up front started subconciously singing it. twas greatness. That song is addictive

So then i went home at 10:00 clocked out. Went to my aunties where it seems i'm now staying and heated up my dinner. sat down and turned on HBO and cat and the hat was on. That movie sucked. It's the worst interpretation of the Cat and the Hat i have ever seen. 4 thumbs way down. But yea I stayed up til twelve working on my math homework which wasn't even due til wednesday next week. So that sucked.

And today i was sitting on the bench in the court yard of FT and this black guy sits down next to me. so i ask for a piece of paper so i can write justin a letter. he says "sure dawg" and he hands me some. so i am writing a letter and this other black girl comes over and asks to sit down so i say sure. so its three of us, when all of a sudden this thug guy comes over, and he's really fat and he looks at my book bag and sees my kermit the frog patch. I love the muppets! and he says "I F*CK with kermit..." I was in shock so i looked at him and said "oh...really?" (i know it meant "I think kermit is cool" but it sounded so rude...and that's not what that term means.) and he's like "yea dawg i F*ck with him, he's a pimp, and miss piggy is his biatch...she's just playing kermit...oh yea and i F*ck with that dude with the long nose.." "gonzo?" "yea that's the one!!" and he just kept going on, then the black guy down on the far end of the bench was like "south side dawg" and he gets up. big black guy says "Yea I F*ck with southside..." and the girl next to me:"he'll f*ck with anything won't he?" omgosh it's like gangsta town down there. the guy obviously has issues since he has sex with puppets! much less he's a blood and the other guy was a crypt i think...anyways...dawg...it weirded me out yo...that's just my day right thur...

I LOVE YOU KERMIT!!!!

It's all for me Grog and Tobbacco

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 13:44:10 GMT

So I'm still waiting for a call back from CVS. Tomorrows the day I am supposed to call them, I hope they call me today though. I really really want this job.

Saw Jared yesterday at food lion. WHY DID YOU DYE YOUR HAIR BLACK! bloody wanker! omgosh you ratted on me all the time when i had my hair black and now you have it black. What's up with that? it looks pretty cool though. Very hallows eve-ish. I'm going to call you tonight so be expecting the tele to ring.

So homeschool has started for me, college doesn't start til next monday so I have a while to wait. my mum is a pretty strict teacher. Yesterday she gave me a chapter out of my college English, History, and Math book. (our homeschool books havent' arrived yet) so we're using the college books for review until they do. bloody, the history book first chapter was like 30 pages long and I had to read it and take notes, english was a pretty short chapter, and the math had 80 problems! and I have forgotten alot of math. I mean who doesn't over the summer. You forget everything you learned, and if not most of it.

Orientation went well. Kind of boring though, they just talked about how to be a good college student. Met some new friends though, Juanita and Christine. Christine is alot older than me, so she's like my second mum. She was showing me around the college. She is studying criminal justice and forensic para...paraaa...uhh something. Anyways you study dead bodies after someone has murdered them. So we hung out and went to all the speeches and ate pizza. Then Brewer came and picked me up. WOW...he's got a nice car. his seats are really awsome. So we drove to the mall and walked around 20 times, got in a perfume/cologne fight....we ended up smelling like cheap whores, bought a cinnabon and that was basically that day.

But I miss my Mac, I never get to talk to him anymore...mac love you!!!

Darcy

NERVOUS!!!!

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 15:17:14 GMT

Okay today is the day. I'm really nervous about going to my interview. First time i've been really nervous about anything in a long time. First time I've had to do an interview in a long time...hmmm coincidence. Anyways yesh i'm really really really nervous. Don't know why though.

Tomorrow is WEENIE roast day. ...off topic but there's this large raven staring in the window at me...he's like only two feet away.. holy blarny, I have never been this close to a raven. Crazy.... Anyways going to Shamus' Weenie roast at his house. Should be fun, then sunday, guess i will go to church, and wait for Monday when I go to College Orientation. Where then after I'll hang out with my good friend Brewsky. so yea, should be kept busy for a while til school starts on the 22nd for me. Ha ha ha...poor everyone else who has to start on the 15th.

Jared I don't know if your my friend or not, you keep saying "lets hang out" but you wont ever bloody call me!!! What's up with that!?!? Too busy hanging out with hilary duff and all your stupid friends who hate me..huh? Well fine if you don't call me I guess we wont ever get to see eachother again anyways because i won't be at WEst this year. but here's my # incase you just lost it... 994-1018. I dont even have your number so its not like i can call you...

~~~ * * DARCY * * ~~~

"...Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven, of the saintly days of yore.
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door.
Perched upon a bust of Pallas, just above my chamber door,
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly, grim, and ancient raven, wandering from the nightly shore.
Tell me what the lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore."
Quoth the raven, "Nevermore."

Blarny

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 14:25:31 GMT

Well back from my long Vacation! Picked 20 gallons of blue berries and i think my hands are permanently dyed purple. But it was all fun. While I was there my cousin Macy came up and we hung out and Will, Macy, and i all played hide n' seek in the "boo" berry patch. It was really fun. Then we went late night swimming up on top of Sugar Mountain, at this huge pool and resort where there was this giant waterfall...and then my dad and I got into a physical. fight. Not pretty.

So now I'm sitting in my mum's office with Shamus, just got done watching Monty Python and the Holy Grail. Tis funny, and then we're going swimming and yesh. i've been doing alot of swimming this summer. Orientation for college starts monday. I nervous . Being around all those strange college students and not in the warm safety of west 'tokes.

Got a call from CVS to come to an interview. Everyone wish me lots o' luck. It's an hour long interview and i have to get a drug screening. OH BOY! Pee in a cup! woo hoo. *twitch* so yea Tamnais is in Jordan still and I misses his ...umm peculiar-ness. Hope he doesn't get hurt while he's over there.

Cheers

Darcy

~~Oh yea I recomend Constantine. pretty wicked weird movie

I've got an offer you can't refuse...

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 14:44:07 GMT

Today I am back in my mum's office. Not fun, but I am getting ready to go on a 5 day vacation to Banner Elk, N.C. Should be fun. Going to go see my Grandmum (who is ill), and my Grand Da. He owns a huge blue berry farm and we are going to go pick as many as we can hold. I love blue berries Very tasty. Probably go see my sister, and see Matt the ferris wheel man. Then go see Horn in the West. That'll be fun. Yea lots to do this weekend. But i will miss Shamus. Course we spend way too much time together we are starting to run out of things to talk about. So it happens that a day goes by and we just look at eachother without anything to say to eachother.

Gypsy is getting bigger by the day. She's pretty easy to train, She's about 2 months old now. I have already taught her 'sit' and 'lay down'. Rotties are smart! i have never trained a dog as smart as this one. I just about want her to be as trained as a regular police dog. However she does have a Potty problem. She's basically potty trained, she just has this "submissive pee". Like She gets so excited that she pees all over the place. I swear you can take her out and she will do as she's supposed to, do all her business, come inside... sees my father and pee all over the place. it's like she retains pee just so she can do that! i swear i don't know how to stop it! if anyone has suggestions please tell me!

Well I hope everyone is having a good summer. And hope everyone at West Stokes has a good year. Too bad I won't be seeing you this year. I will miss you all.

Darct

It gets so lonely 'round the fields of Athenry

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 12:25:33 GMT

here I am in my mum's office once again. Shamus has gone on a trip to his uncles. They are going fishing or something of that nature. Whatever it is that an uncle and a nephew do. And i? I am stuck in winston, getting ready to go apply for jobs, and put in my applications at just about every business (except food of any kind). The only place i'm considering that is dealing with food, that i may apply at, is the Celtic Cafe' near the Doughnut shop. I have applications for KB toys, and the Build-A-Bear-Workshop in the mall. HOLY ST. ANDREW! there's a huge spider crawling across the computer...*SMASH* missed him...*SMASH* missed him again. oh well. he crawled away. I got stung yesterday by some sort of insect, right between my big toe and my middle on and now my whole foot is swollen and my leg is stiff. my mum is wondering if it wasn't a spider of some sort. just hope my leg does not have to be amputated or something. Course wouldn't that be quite a spectacle. Darcy walking around with a peg leg. And everyone could call me "pegs" or "peggy". And I could hit people with it. and gross them out "feel the nub..."
Yes, so next weekend I'm going up to me Grandda's and Grandmum's house to pick "boo"berries. I love booberries. But I'll be gone for about a week. My Da isn't going so, it's going to be a mum and daughter trip. WOO ROAD TRIP! it's going to be fun. mum and daughter bonding is fun. We might even go to tweetsie to see my sister. Hope we do, so I can see "Ferris Wheel" man *drool*.
I've finally been able to talk to Mac (LOVE YOU MAC) I am glad to know that there is atleast one person besides my psychiatrist, that understands me. I wonder sometimes if Shamus understands me. I really don't think he does. Tis questionable.
I am still trying to decide which college i want to go to. I guess my acceptance letter will decide which college i am going to. I want to go to UNCW. But everyone says that is a party school. They all party do they not? And Then there's always Appalachain. I like the mountains. and i like the beach. so where to go. They are both equal in their academics. It doesn't really matter i need to go there for 4 years and then i have to transfer to a medical school. Oh lord. What shall i do.
Haven't seen much of anyone this summer besides maybe Jared, Becca Goff, Kholton, and Miranda. I'm wondering where everyone has gone off too. Oh well I wont miss them probably til fall, when everybody realizes "hey where in St. Andrews Cathedral is Darcy?" I really have not announced it to anyone, but I suppose they will figure it out in time.
Not much left to say besides that.

I love you all
~~Darcy~~

I smell Sex and Candy

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 01:24:05 GMT

Hullo everyone. I'd just like to say, I'm sick. Really I threw up like twice today, not sure if it was from all the beer, or what. doubt it. alcohol never makes me throw up. It makes me feel warm n fuzzy. I have no wrote...written..whatever on here in like foreva. I mean I even have an entry from my birthday thats pretty sad.

It's totally weird how people change just over a summer. Like Mac...okay Mac will forever be Mac. But you see all the freshmen out driving and stuff. It's just weird. It seems like 7th grade was only yesterday. And now we are all grown up and sex craved, fast lane, do what i want, run o' the mill teen agers. Some of us are going off to college this semester (*cough cough me cough*) and some of us are being held back for another turn *cough cough justin cough* But whatever it is, we all come together for 4 years under one big roof call highschools. We come together as strangers and yet we leave as eternal friends. Yea today I saw cupcake driving, kid from my spanish class (freshmen) and he was driving some girl. it's weird. didn't think he could ever get a girlfriend.

And dj is an ass hole says "I don't miss rach" fine! *sniffle* see how it is

Mac definitely get your robot to shute flames. and zap the bajeezus out of anything that comes near it. and make it so it can carry a tray of liquor or something lol.

AND THIS JUST IN... the four wheeler that had been stolen from Justin's uncle has just been found. thank God or his dad might yell at us all. No thanks to stokes county police you pieces of shite.

justinmjessup1: found the fourwheeler
Ireland1875: YOU DID!?!?!
justinmjessup1: yeah
justinmjessup1: my uncle found it
Ireland1875: where was it?
justinmjessup1: he was driving down the road and someone pased him with it on their truck
justinmjessup1: so he slammed on the breaks and chased them
Ireland1875: ARE YOU SERIOUS!
Ireland1875: HA HA HA HA!
justinmjessup1: yeah
Ireland1875: how far did he chase them?
Ireland1875: omgosh that is just like a stokes county redneck!
justinmjessup1: ohh they stoped when they seen what he was driving

So yea there's lots to things to talk about. Justin and I are..STILL...dating and I quit subway, looking for alot less stressful job that will actually pay me over 5 bucks an hour and not work me 40 hours a week. hope something comes through. Cannot wait til this fall. get to go hang out with all the college students. I'll be the youngest in the class, that'll be strange.

Mondays wednesdays and fridays is college english, history, and algebra and all from 8 am to 11 am. and I get a 10 minute break between each class. Tuesdays and thursdays I teach myself (homeschool) it's going to be pretty sweet, get to graduate from highschool early. OH YEA! -shakes bootay-- been seeing alot of justin this summer, and his brother.

well dj or whoever is going to pimp up my site
later
~~rach~~

DON"T TAKE HIS BOOZE AWAY!

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 19:28:16 GMT

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IT SNOW TODAAy! i'm happy laddies!
not much going on here. i'm jealous cuz shamus is prolly going to get a job before i do
curse him!

cheers
Darcy

Mmmmm grapes

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 00:16:21 GMT

I'm eating grapes and talking to Mac. trying to seduce Vladimir Putin. Just playing! but he is pretty sexy for an old geezer. isn't he *drool* If i was sexy myself i'd seduce him but that's just me.

SUCK THE LIFE OUT OF YOU University for the young & spirited

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 01:12:01 GMT

TODAY SUCKED! i mean i love my 3 out of my four classes but the day was so long it was driving me crazy. i mean why do they have a first day of school we don't even do anythng but read rules all day and everyday of the first bloody week. i mean we hear em so much can't we just skip past that? and what's with "no sleeping in class" i mean half those teachers really don't give a shite if you pass or if you don't. I'm just so mentally exhausted i'm craving classical music & a hot bath to calm me down. I go to school one day and i'm already tired of it. Now that's telling you something right there. And Justin is acting all weird around me. He doesn't even act like we're going out. He just stands there and looks at me like i'm supposed to be like kissing all over him and worshiping the ground he walks on. He doesn't kiss me anymore, doesn't hold my hand doesn't do anything! We barely talk anymore and he barely wants to talk to me anymore. same with Richie. I don't understand it. and its just...i ...wish justin would pay attention to me. he just ignores me now a days. and uses me for a free ride home everyday from school. i just hate it. and tomorrow i have to ride the lousy bus! oh that's going to be great! on the bus for 2 bloody hours. *sad* Why can't this nightmare & hell called highschool end!! i'm ready to be out! and i'm only a sophmore! two more bloody years! two bloody years! i've been in two and only two left! i wish it would hurry up and get over with. i'm ready to be in college and working on my career not this hell. not this.. I mean my art classes rock and so does my english..but my science so far is suckiiinnnnnggg. i mean who's going to stick their arm in a bunson burner or get their eyes chewed out by a rodent huh!?!? huh?!? lol when rodents attack be sure to wear your safety goggles to protect your eyes kiddies. omgosh its' so stupid.

~~~~~~~Rant is now over~~~
anyways Mac has become my serious psychiatrist and he's the one i talk to when i get stressed out. he's the only one who semi understands my little self. and i'm not the one to go to a school counselor. lol who needs them when you have a Mac.
luv ya Mac ^_^

~~cheers ---ANGEL---

My birthday

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 02:38:49 GMT

well today is my birthday. And what a birthday it was. I got hit on by two older guys (one at a gas station and one on a motorcycle) lol more than i have been hit on in the past few years. sure they're pervs to be hitting on a 16 year old..but it still makes me feel good. he he lilly didn't get hit on *snicker snicker* But yea went out to eat at Litte Italy and it was yummy. Had a giant bowl of speghetti and meat balls that were the size of my fist. and a giant piece of chocolate cake ..both of which i didn't finish. I've been applying for all these jobs lately and Mac says he'll hook me up at Ace hardware if he can (though he doesn't want to deep down loL) thanks Mac *hug*

I have this seriously depressing music playing in the background. It's by chopin (whom i love) and it's called extreme nocturne and it's really depressing but it reminds you of the music you hear like this:
Job4015: have someone around to show your world is not empty
Job4015: i'd recommend it
INDIA1889: true this is good music to sit in a cafe on a rainy day in dublin or pub and be drinking something warm and wearing long sleeves and watching people walking outside and its a lonely place on the inside and your writing or reading a book
INDIA1889: and someone is sweeping the floor behind you

That's just how i see it as. something beautiful but with a sweet lonliness to it. and then my stupid computer has to redial and messes up the song because i can't hear it! nooo *kick* stupid dial up. anyways that's all i can type tonight i have school in the morning --blahhhh

~~Cheerio darlings

~~angel~~

Ireland..its my island

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 19:30:59 GMT

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Sun, 02 Jan 2005 18:47:16 GMT

once again i abandoned my poor little journal on here for my xanga journal. I need to keep this one up better. I'm sorry my poor little journal *massages* it'll be okay *pets* I still love you. I just never have time to write on you. Well it's finally the year 2005. And 2004 year seemed to fly by so quickly. I'm turning 16 in 2 days or so. January 4th. Happy birthday to me. I'm still under the monarchy i like to call parentalship. Anyways just really super bored and not alot going on aorund here. Talking to some girl who wants to go to Scotland and my friend from Australia. Lol i'm terribly mean to the girls that date the guys i like. he he I love being evil like that. check this: Punkin It Mate: ^_- hola!
INDIA1889: aloha
INDIA1889: wait should you say "g'day mate" because your australian?
Punkin It Mate: lol
Punkin It Mate: Whatever?
INDIA1889: lol
INDIA1889: say it!
Punkin It Mate: say what?
INDIA1889: the g'day mate thing
Punkin It Mate: oh lol
Punkin It Mate: g'day mate
Punkin It Mate: ?
INDIA1889: sexxxyy... *drool*
INDIA1889: lol
INDIA1889: *swoons and faints*
Punkin It Mate: lol
INDIA1889: too bad you go out with that vicky girl
INDIA1889: i mean...whats her name again?
INDIA1889: lol
Punkin It Mate: valerie-.-
INDIA1889: oh sorry lol
INDIA1889: i'm a wee bit forgetful
INDIA1889: *hug* I love mousse

ha ha *dances I"m so evil i amaze myself. I doubt you read this Tommy but incase you do *waves* I said hullo. And thanks for trying to slip me some rum n' coke on New years. I would have taken the offer had i not been sick and didn't want to get you sick. I'm evil but not that evil. Anyways Lil' me sis is home for the christmas break she's leaving my birthday *dances joyfully* how can i miss you if you wont go away? I think the problem with me sister and I is we're too close. we've seen eachother our entire lives we know just about everything to know about eachother and now we just need lots and lots and lots of time away from eachother.

Guess i'm going back out with Frogboy again. Which is cool. I love my Justin. He's just already talking about children and i'm only 16 years old! he's talking about marraige and commitment and becoming a missionary! and i'm not ready for those decisions. I want to live a little. see the world of men especially from scotland. I dont want to settle down atleast til i'm 25. which is a good age unless i can find a guy who will persuade me otherwise. and i'm not the easiest to persuade. unless..well i can't give away my secret weakness. Which know one has been able to find out about. Yes even i the great Rachael have a weakness for one thing!! *duh duh duh mystery music*

Well life is grand & drink alot

cheers
~~Rach~~

sup Gs

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 00:10:43 GMT

wassup my peeps...talking to brewer on the phone... he's as usual insulting me. okay he claims to like me and yet he makes fun of me. it's kind of weird. and as usual he's bragging now...what the freekness. "I know who you are your the leader of lost souls! you can't kill me I"m immortal!"